5: The Final Commitment

A quick synopsis

Since Valentines Day 2006 Callum has been in Total Rubber Occlusion and bondage at the home of Mistress Olivia. Three years of complete darkness and total rubber enclosure, apart from the very short periods when Callum is allowed to bathe. During these periods Callum has remained completely occluded and has not been allowed to see the tiniest speck of daylight during his entire servitude to Mistress Olivia. He has also since day one endured complete chastity with the wearing of a CB 2000 in the early days, but now has progressed to a complete custom made stainless steel chastity device permanently locked in place and also the wearing of  a severe gag 24/7 ever since a feeding tube was introduced into his stomach. Callum has not eaten anything solid for over two years, his diet consists of high protein liquids and vitamins administered during his immobility at night via a feeding bag hung above his rubber sleep sack.

Back to Present Day

"Callum my precious rubber slave it is a long time since you entered my dark rubber world and not uttered a word. I think you are ready to complete your transformation into my blind, deaf and dumb rubber slave. How do you feel about becoming completely mute, blind and deaf through surgery? You will of course be kept permantly hooded and gagged, but they will be purely cosmetic as your ability to see, hear and speak will have been removed surgically."

"I will arrange for the surgery to be carried out by your good friend and tormentor Dr Michael here in your rubber prison".

"If you are willing, which I hope you are, you will become the most dedicated rubber slave the world has ever known. You will be famous amongst the worlds most ardent of fetishists."

"Clubs and venues all over the world will want you to appear at their premises and you will be the star, the only Completely and Totally Occluded Rubber Slave in the World."

"As this is the biggest and hardest decision you have had to make to date I will allow you one period of rest in heavy bondage to make up your mind".

Mistress Olivia has never spoken to Callum in terms of time, day, or night. This has meant that Callum has no conceivable idea what day or time it is, time just passes with rest (bondage) periods as and when Mistress Olivia allows.

Inside the confines of Callum’s rubber hood and gag his brain was about to explode, the thought of  allowing Mistress Olivia to permanently take away all three of his senses was mind numbing. Up until now there was always the possibility / ability to remove all of the occlusion and return to normal. Not that this had ever really crossed his mind as living in this world of  total rubber enclosure and complete darkness had been a dream come true. Callums devotion to Mistress Olivia had grown only stronger over the time he had been Mistress Olivia’s slave. Although the day he met her at the Erotica show seemed only hours ago and his memory of how stunning she looked the day of their second  meeting and ultimately his last day in the world of vanilla had never dulled . Now he was being asked to walk that last mile, a walk from which  he could never ever return.

He would need every minute of his next bondage rest period to decide his fate.

Very soon after Mistress Olivia putting her latest proposal to Callum regarding his total occlusion Callum was placed into a heavy rubber sleep sack and all ten attached straps secured firmly around his body and a severe posture collar padlocked into place over the heavy inflatable hood.

"Now Slave Callum you may rest and contemplate your answer to my proposal".

Unable to move, not even turn his head Callum pondered his fate. A deep yearning inside kept telling him that he was ready and then a surge of uncertainty would rise. Was he that committed to his role of Rubber Slave to allow a surgeons knife (laser) remove his sight, hearing and speech. Would he be able to cope knowing that once put to sleep the next time he wakes he will be in a world of “Permanent Total Occlusion“, once again a slight moment of apprehension. As his rest period progressed his mind moved ever closer to agreeing with Mistress Olivia’s proposal, he has after all since 14th February 2006 been in Total Occlusion albeit removable, why not make it a complete reality. At this point Callum had made up his mind, he would agree to become a real life Totally Occluded Rubber Slave.

Mistress Olivia was present in his cell, even without sight and very little hearing due to ear muffs in his rest period hood Callum could smell her soft musky aroma. The time had come for him to give Mistress Olivia his answer. Yes or No to Permanent Total Occlusion. Mistress Olivia removed Callums heavy rubber sleep sack and allowed Callum a few moments to stretch his body, still of course totally enclosed in his rubber all in one suit.

After a short period Mistress Olivia asked the all important question.

“Slave Callum are you ready and willing to become my Permanently Totally Occluded Rubber Slave and are you ready to spend the rest of your Rubber Slave Life without the ability or possibility to ever See, Speak or Hear again?”

"Think carefully slave, if your answer is yes then tap my hand three times, if no tap my hand only once".

At this point Olivia got hold of Callums right hand and repeated the question. "Answer by tapping your left hand onto mine".

Callum paused and then raised his left hand, one tap a long pause ensued Callums brain was screaming do I stop at one? Then after a long pause two more taps onto Olivia’s hand. Because of the long pause Olivia was not one hundred percent sure of Callum’s response so she asked him to repeat his answer. This time three consecutive taps were received onto Olivia’s hand Callum was indeed committed to becoming her Totally Occluded Slave.

Although wanting Callum to commit to her proposal Olivia had, had some doubt but now she was extremely pleased and proud that her rubber slave training was going to end with the first voluntarily totally muted slave the  fetish world had ever seen.

"We must contact Dr Michael immediately as much preperation will be needed to make your rubber prison sterile enough to carry out the procedures. As for you Slave Callum you will need to learn a whole new method of communication using a form of sign language that has been modified  for use with mute and blind people. We will get started tomorrow, today you will spend outside in the sunshine attached to the exercise wheel bound with your hands and arms in a binder and your ankles chained closely together". This form of bondage had always been one of Callums’s favourites so he looked upon it as a treat not a chore or punishment.

After a week of modifications to Callum’s quarters the room was ready and equipped to carry out the most intricate of medicals procedures. Air filtration had been installed and a fully equipped operating table installed.

Three more weeks passed and Callum rapidly learned the new form of communication using just his left hand as a reader and his right hand as a communicator. Mistress Olivia had also had to learn this new form of communication along with the close friends of Olivia, if Callum was to respond they all must be able to talk to him once his senses had been removed forever.

Six weeks on from Olivia asking Callum the life changing question and all was ready for the first operation, this would be the removal of his vocal chords and the lasering of his optical nerves. Dr Michael an accomplished surgeon was to perform this operation.

Callum was summoned to his quarters and instructed to remove all his rubber clothes and hood, take a shower and wash his entire body with a very powerful biocide soap. The permanent blindfold was to remain, this would not be removed until the operation to remove his sight was performed. Once showered Callum was laid onto the operating table and strapped down tightly, after all Callums life is one of complete slavery and bondage. Once strapped a sterile red rubber blanket was laid over his almost naked body, Callum could not and will never be allowed to remove the stainless steel complete chastity belt that he had been wearing constantly for the last six months. Mistress Olivia had decided that the CB 2000 was not efficient enough and had had a complete penis tube made to measure with a cover that enclosed Callums entire penis and testicles, never again would he ever feel anything touch his penis, this was complete chastity, just as he and Mistress Olivia desired.

Once readied Mistress Olivia one last time asked Callum the question, his reply was three taps with his finger onto her palm. "Excellent Slave Callum", she said, "Dr Michael you may begin".

When Callum awoke he felt that nothing in his life had changed, although the permanent blindfold for some reason appeared to be a little tighter than he was accustomed too. This was due to the bandages that now replaced it, but only for a short while.

As he stirred the voice of Mistress Olivia came softly to his ears, "You are now completely blind and mute my delightful slave. In twenty four hours time you will be placed back into your total rubber, but for now you will remain strapped to the table and fed intravenously. It will be three weeks before Dr Michael performs the final and totally muting operation, that of  severing the nerve from both your ears and rendering you stone deaf".

Callum rested for the next he assumed to be twenty four hours and was then ordered to dress in his usual attire, full rubber suit, inflatable gag, ear plugs and  the permanent blindfold was again put back on (although not required Callum was used to this attire).

"Callum you are back to your old self I see because you have been through so much over the past 48 hours you will be allowed to spend the day in the bondage chair, perhaps we may even extend it to two, maybe three days I have not decided". Callum was delighted to be back to his normal routine, that of twenty four seven rubber slave. This message was communicated via the new form of sign language to Callums left hand.

As always now Callum had no concept of day or night nor that of time, his life was one continous rubber slave, called upon at anytime to pleasure Mistress Olivia or for that anyone of her friends male or female it did not matter he was just happy to please and live his glorious rubber slave life.

The final commitment

Mistress Olivia takes Callum’s hand and says, "It is time, the final operation takes place today. After today you will be my Totally and Permanently Occluded Rubber Slave. Are you ready for this Slave????????????"

Three taps on her hand confirmed that Callum was indeed ready for that final journey, the one that would take into a world of complete occlusion, he was already permanently blind and dumb, this was the final step.

"Ok slave as before go and shower and Dr Michael will ready you operating room. In less than two hours you will be the worlds fully committed and muted rubber slave".

Quickly Callum readied himself, showered and presented himself at the door to the operating room, he was ready. Again he was strapped down to the table and covered with a sterile red rubber blanket. Mistress Olivia again grasped his hand and asked the question do you want and are you ready for your final step into total occlusion. Without hesitation Callum tapped three times into Mistress Olivia’s palm. "Begin Dr Michael".

Callum felt himself drift off into a deep sleep one which when he awakes will be the most exciting and committed act that he could do for his beloved Mistress Olivia, a woman he had only seen for a two brief moments in his life, but the woman he knew he would serve for the rest of his mortal days as her Totally Occluded Rubber Slave.

When Callum did finally awake from his operation he immediately knew this time that things were oh so different, whereas before without sight or voice even when his ears were plugged there was a small amount of background noise and at times he could hear slightly voices talking around him. This time although awake nothing at all, no sound, no sight, no speech, he was at last his mistresses Totally Occluded Slave.

Because the operation did not involve seriously invasive surgery Callum would be back fully enclosed in his heavy rubber clothes, gagged and chained to carry on his daily chores within 48 hours.

This Mistress Olivia communicated to Callum using his one and only form of communication left that of sign language to his left hand.

Indeed Callum was up within forty eight hours and now six months later, he is happily carrying out his slave duties happy in the knowledge that he has Totally Commited himself to Mistress Olivia never again to be able to see, speak or hear ever again.

To Callum a small price to pay as he has got what he had dreamed about for many years ( a 24/7  totally occluded rubber slave lifestyle) and it all came about through  a chance meeting at a fetish exhibition in 2006. What day or year it is now he does not know nor does he care.

HE IS HAPPY & TOTALLY CONTENTED.

26.07.08